This will be last post here eva. YAAAAAAAY!! bananas

Bye EVERYBODY. YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU except you i HATE YOU

EDIT:

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We were once so close,

Don’t you remember the way I

Cradled your hand to my face and licked away

All your salty worries?

But where were you when I

Was dazed

Was cold

Was lonely

It hurts me to say you took

Your hand away and

Closed it around my heart

Slowly crushed those

bright spots out of my eyes.

Dont really no wut this is about. I'm kinda bummed cuz i missed two days of school and that enuf to set me back a looong ways. I guess i'm not gonna get ne good grades this quarter and end up with a poor GPA. Why the fuck can't I be a genius?? THe last about three days have probably been the most traumatic days of my life. I can't help but feel i've changed somehow and that i'll be never be able to look at life the same way. Neways, enough of that *squeezes eyes shut* think happy thought, think happy thoughts, think happy thoughts.......

first let me say die eir von satan( the song i'm listening to)

I went to the mall on friday with jesse bear and we had an intersting encounter that had be embarrased to the tips of my toes. I'm not doing so good these days with my emotions growing out of control, so if i snap u friends plz no its evil nana with her subtle ways and not me. I apologize in advance

Heres a poem:

My Commercial Break

Its crushing me, the wait

ABSOLUTELY sick to my stomach,

            Migraines are my

constant landscape

            No comfort, none in sight

Only the breaks from anxiety

GNAWING< SCREAMING<FUMING<DREAMING

That is all that’s left to me.

How can you be so callous knowing

A single word can break me.

Alright i found this poem, just surfing around. Just to warn you guys it pretty graphic and sexual. So read it and and form your own opinions.

An Ecstatic Nightmare

I dreamed I was you
and you didn't love
me anymore.
You became me;
your cock gagged me
with my waiting craving;
it was hard to swallow,
but went in smooth-
everything had become smooth.
Suddenly you were both of us
(and I was you)
me within you within me for
love of you for me
lost in masturbation.

With your many legs struggling, up in the air

does it hurt, precious?

When

            I

              Slowly

                   Stick

                       A

                          PIN

through your stomach.

What about your calm iridescent wings?

Stupidly beautiful and broken.

Only so you stay, precious

Only way to make you stay

            With Me
enjoy u guys, this is the serial killerish one